How much do we really understand of the universe around
us?
I had my heart set on partaking of an Ayuhuasca Ceremony
this month. Since my sincere desire to
leave this life two months ago, I have clung to the idea that this heaviness that burdens me
would at last be healed and lifted by breaking outside the barriers of my brain
through this particular psychodelic experience.
I was counting down the days until, about ten days before, through a
brief flurry of correspondences between myself and the ritual’s host team in
Monterrey, Mexico, told me they felt I was not a good fit for their team, and
my invitation was rescinded. I suppose
the 1,000 pesos deposit was also refunded, although I have not investigated
that.
I was devastated.
Oddly, over the weeks of waiting, in my mind the date
shifted. My mantra was, just hold on
until the 28th. The burden
will be lifted then.
The actual reservation, however, was for the 25th.
Today is the 28th. In these recent weeks I have been less
interested in watching Netflix fantasy, and more tuning in to the voices of the
spirit world that I have discovered on YouTube channels. Today I stumbled across a Steven
Clements. This led me to a downloadable
file on YouTube through his podcast on Patreon.
This is a new digital world to me, I do not have depth of experience
with them.
Clements talks about his ‘team’. They informed him that in December there
would be a strong wave coming to earth.
They offered him, and me by extension, and you, a powerful guided
meditation whose purpose is to prepare we clay vessels (my term, not his) to
handle these very heavy waves of energy bound for the earth.
After my afternoon weekly meeting today with a handful of other
retired ladies here in this tiny Mexican village of El Pozole, we are called ‘the
third age club’ (Club de Tercera Edad) and sponsored by the State’s Social
Services Department, I came home to listen to this recording I had discovered
around noon today.
It expanded me at my core.
My intention is to listen to it again, and often. The claim is that this
guided meditation is like training wheels.
If I listen often, I will be more prepared to be a vessel for these
waves of energy, assisting my fellow humans to receive this energy and make the
most of it when it arrives in December.
I am still reeling.
My body feels so grossly heavy, after coursing through the expansive, limitless Emptiness of boundless light and love.
Perhaps I will add to the file as the weeks proceed.
https://www.patreon.com/cw/InfiniteSourceCreations
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